when you loose patience and you have turmoils of thoughts
last night i was very impatient and wanted some form of solace, probably the distance away from my wife and live in the hectic schedule of life has made me like this.
The other day my new manager said "Prem! take control of your life." Take things easily when it is a tough.I was amazed as we have never spoke much. But his words pinched me. May be my acts were showing him that i was impatient and wanted to get things done in my way. Then the last night my soul was in deep turmoil. I tried playing some games, it didnt help much. I thought may be it was due to sex drive. i tried watching few adult related sites.
I know you might be thinking that i am nuts as i speak about devine life, spiritulity, and emancipation from the worries of life and how can i talk about sex.
Well than let me tell you i am deeply inspired by Osho's teaching- "If you want to cross the river then you would need to swim across it."The idea is simple and perfect. If there is a urge in you and you try to curb it. it will curb you. you have to go through it.
As watching the porn sites gave me some pleasure and satisfaction, it was momentory.
i googled spirituality and famous quotes
i found Gandhi's quote -
"In the attitude of silence the soul finds the path in a clearer light, and what is elusive and deceptive resolves itself into crystal clearness" --Mahatma Gandhi
I read it again and again to find the inner meaning into what he wanted to say. Well lo!! i could find myself meditating with my eyes wide open. it brought peace within me. the peace of soul.
I could find the path for last night. i found out that i had to take my diary and start writing for my another blog which i have been thinking about from last couple of years. And the thoughts were clearer and i could find the words easily.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Human spirit
Wat is human spirit?? there has been many theories devised about the same... can anyone put some inputs on it??
well have been waiting for quite a long for someone to answer this question but seems no one is there, able to understand it...
let me put it in this way.. when i say human spirit it should be linked to two different versions of life - Evil (The devil) Good (The Angel). To be sure about the answer this question Try watching tom hank's The Angel and Devil. It kind of throws significant light on the questions mattering the human existence and the spirit to sustain it. Spirit is the essance for living and should always be maintained .. lets know see in coming chapters what spirit means....!!!????
well have been waiting for quite a long for someone to answer this question but seems no one is there, able to understand it...
let me put it in this way.. when i say human spirit it should be linked to two different versions of life - Evil (The devil) Good (The Angel). To be sure about the answer this question Try watching tom hank's The Angel and Devil. It kind of throws significant light on the questions mattering the human existence and the spirit to sustain it. Spirit is the essance for living and should always be maintained .. lets know see in coming chapters what spirit means....!!!????
Thursday, March 19, 2009
The Devine Art of War
When we want peace we won't get it easily?/ when there is the need of peace even the Gods were jealous of it... This is what Achilles said to his love during the The War of Troy. God are jealous because we human being are immortal, because we know anyday could be our last day. Because we are beautiful but it won't be ever.
So even when Gods want us to earn our peace.. we must do it. The right meditation is therefore necessary to win the peace.
In the Art of war - sun Tzu advises The warlord to practice meditation. Why a great power could be a potential destruction if not harnessed. Think about all the evils Hitler had created. He had a great power but without right technique to harness and preserve it. A Single man's inability to control the power resulted in great destruction of the man kind. This is why we must therefore control our anger and use it to bring peace...
wat not possible... read the Sun Tzu and you will achieve it
So even when Gods want us to earn our peace.. we must do it. The right meditation is therefore necessary to win the peace.
In the Art of war - sun Tzu advises The warlord to practice meditation. Why a great power could be a potential destruction if not harnessed. Think about all the evils Hitler had created. He had a great power but without right technique to harness and preserve it. A Single man's inability to control the power resulted in great destruction of the man kind. This is why we must therefore control our anger and use it to bring peace...
wat not possible... read the Sun Tzu and you will achieve it
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
perseverance leads to salvation
Today's Moral Story-
There was a great God-Sage called Narada. Just as there are sages among manking, great Yogis, so there are Great Yogies.Among the gods Narada was a good Yogi and very great. He traveled every where. One day he was passing through a forest and saw a man who had been meditating until the white ants had built a huge mound round his body- S long had he been sitting in that position. He said to narada, "Where are you going? Narada Replied, "I am going to heaven." Then ask God when He will be merciful to me when I shall attain freedom." Further on Narada saw another man. He as jumping about singing, dancing, and said, "O Narada where are you going?" His voice and gestures were wild. Narada said, "I am going to heaven." Then, ask when I shall be free." Narada went on. In the course of time he came again by the same road, and there was the man who had been meditating with the ant-hill round him. He said, "O Narada did you ask the Lord about me?" "O yes. "What did He say?" "The Lord told me that you would attain freedom in four more births." Then the man began to weep and wail and said, "I have meditated until an ant-hill has grown around me, and have four more births yet!"
Narada went to the other man. "Did you ask my question?" "O yes. Do you see this tamarind tree? I have to tell you that as many leaves as there are on that tree so many times you shall be born, and then you shall attain freedom. The man began to dance for joy and said, "I shall have freedom after such a short time!" A Voice came, "My child You will have freedom this minute. "That was the reward for his perseverance. He was ready to work through all those births. Nothing discouraged him. But the first man felt that even four more births were too long. Only Perseverance like that of the man who was willing to wait aeons brings about the highest result.
There was a great God-Sage called Narada. Just as there are sages among manking, great Yogis, so there are Great Yogies.Among the gods Narada was a good Yogi and very great. He traveled every where. One day he was passing through a forest and saw a man who had been meditating until the white ants had built a huge mound round his body- S long had he been sitting in that position. He said to narada, "Where are you going? Narada Replied, "I am going to heaven." Then ask God when He will be merciful to me when I shall attain freedom." Further on Narada saw another man. He as jumping about singing, dancing, and said, "O Narada where are you going?" His voice and gestures were wild. Narada said, "I am going to heaven." Then, ask when I shall be free." Narada went on. In the course of time he came again by the same road, and there was the man who had been meditating with the ant-hill round him. He said, "O Narada did you ask the Lord about me?" "O yes. "What did He say?" "The Lord told me that you would attain freedom in four more births." Then the man began to weep and wail and said, "I have meditated until an ant-hill has grown around me, and have four more births yet!"
Narada went to the other man. "Did you ask my question?" "O yes. Do you see this tamarind tree? I have to tell you that as many leaves as there are on that tree so many times you shall be born, and then you shall attain freedom. The man began to dance for joy and said, "I shall have freedom after such a short time!" A Voice came, "My child You will have freedom this minute. "That was the reward for his perseverance. He was ready to work through all those births. Nothing discouraged him. But the first man felt that even four more births were too long. Only Perseverance like that of the man who was willing to wait aeons brings about the highest result.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Lost
Life has changed and its changing every seconds of the day...
Yesterday i called up one of my very old fran... ( You know i am now uncle)...
who thought this will be in this way... but life play like this.One likes it or not!!??
its way back in the year 1999 when i met this woman all full of life and beauty. All full of humour, life was so beautiful ( still it is). Only difference is we have grown up and with the pressure, demand and deadline we have got strange marks in our face and soul. Who thought that this would be our life after so many years of struggle. We never see far and thats the biggest drawback human being have. The lack of forsightness.
well somtime i tend to stray away in the wilderness. I guess its common to have. Do you people get the same feeling. Any ways lets continue with the story- It was one of the strangest meeting. We had a kinda likeness for each other. Although i know I aint one of those handsome guy next door adored by every aspiring lady. Yet we new we were made for each other (Only for Time Being). She was there looking through my eyes and i think she had power to read minds, as she was the first one to look inside my eyes and i opened the door to my soul. She knew i was not ugly as i looked in the first sight..
I had never had a very good relationship with opposite sex, its not that i am gay or interested in the same sex.. yet may be my eyes were demonic..I was very harsh on them, bitterly hated by them.. so it was obvious when i saw somebody liking my way of life.. and it caused me trauma,, may be the fear of getting infected by strange virus we called love.. But hey!!! You never know when it has attacked.. i was wounded but the resistance ( By the law of nature) kept me going untill it gave up and i stumbled upon this infectous disease.. My life had changed.. no matter how hard i tried to find a cure.. it increased and my whole had changed.. I started liking the sensation of my heart controlling my outer being.. The feeling of lostness and the feeling of thinking about somebody whole day and night.. and nevr got tired...(This i called the strength of "Bidhata". The supreme power,,,,...
Yesterday i called up one of my very old fran... ( You know i am now uncle)...
who thought this will be in this way... but life play like this.One likes it or not!!??
its way back in the year 1999 when i met this woman all full of life and beauty. All full of humour, life was so beautiful ( still it is). Only difference is we have grown up and with the pressure, demand and deadline we have got strange marks in our face and soul. Who thought that this would be our life after so many years of struggle. We never see far and thats the biggest drawback human being have. The lack of forsightness.
well somtime i tend to stray away in the wilderness. I guess its common to have. Do you people get the same feeling. Any ways lets continue with the story- It was one of the strangest meeting. We had a kinda likeness for each other. Although i know I aint one of those handsome guy next door adored by every aspiring lady. Yet we new we were made for each other (Only for Time Being). She was there looking through my eyes and i think she had power to read minds, as she was the first one to look inside my eyes and i opened the door to my soul. She knew i was not ugly as i looked in the first sight..
I had never had a very good relationship with opposite sex, its not that i am gay or interested in the same sex.. yet may be my eyes were demonic..I was very harsh on them, bitterly hated by them.. so it was obvious when i saw somebody liking my way of life.. and it caused me trauma,, may be the fear of getting infected by strange virus we called love.. But hey!!! You never know when it has attacked.. i was wounded but the resistance ( By the law of nature) kept me going untill it gave up and i stumbled upon this infectous disease.. My life had changed.. no matter how hard i tried to find a cure.. it increased and my whole had changed.. I started liking the sensation of my heart controlling my outer being.. The feeling of lostness and the feeling of thinking about somebody whole day and night.. and nevr got tired...(This i called the strength of "Bidhata". The supreme power,,,,...
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
A Journey To And Back from Home
Its this strong feeling.. when u start from your place to reach your native place. if you think about the long and lonely days you had spent our the day and night working somewhere far away just hoping that after this hard work you will be back to home. The Same feeling i got this dussehra...
It was very important for me..coz some time you need to take all the chances in the life to do what you feel is the priority. For me going to my hometown.. to enjoy the rustic life over there even if it was for a couple of days was important. That too in the time of dussehra.. when all the loyal sons and daughters would be there to get the blessing in the form of "acheta" from the elderly.
So after much consideration and thought i decided to give it a go.. no matter what happens in the life....if i have to leave a job .. t hat will be okey.. and i wont worry for it... coz there will be jobs waiting for me always.. but the time i will loose this time around would have been too costly...
Guys i did what i felt was best for me.... and ... now everything is in order...
So the morale of the story is .. sometime you need to walk against the wind even if the going is tough.. you will enjoy the goal after reaching there. Life is about prioritising your preferences.. its always easy to earn money.. but very difficult to enjoy the time you could have spent with your family....
life is too short so enjoy it.. but with strong determination to bounce back even if you fail now... but family and family alway first.. they need your attention more than anything else..
Saturday, September 13, 2008
When all the desires disappear…
Enlightenment Is neither mine nor yours. The closer you come to me, the more available you become to me, the more you will find there is only enlightenment; there I s only light,eternal. It does not belong to me, it does not belong to anybody else.
Right now, it seems to you that it belongs to your mater. But when you merge with the master, you will know there has never been any mater and there has never been any disciple, but only an eternal delight, an eternal life which knows no limitations.
It is in our ignorance that division exist—I and thou, the master and the disciple, the lover and the beloved. The moment you wake up, all these distinctions will evaporate. And it I good that the desire for you own enlightment I diapppearing. It I really you disappearing; hence, how can you carry on your desire for enlightenment? And it I not my presence—it is simply the presence. I havedisappeared a long, long time ago. And the ame experience I going to happen to you now. What you call my “presence” is really my absence and God’s preence. The moment you alo become absent, God’s presence becomes your presence.
We all livein the ame ocean—jut that a few are asleepand once in a while somebody becomes awake. One who becomes awake know it is one ocean. Those who remain asleepgo on thinking in their dreams, in their leep, of all kinds of separation, of all kind of desires and goals.
Awakening I uch a fire that it burns everything that is false, and only the pure gold remains.
Right now, it seems to you that it belongs to your mater. But when you merge with the master, you will know there has never been any mater and there has never been any disciple, but only an eternal delight, an eternal life which knows no limitations.
It is in our ignorance that division exist—I and thou, the master and the disciple, the lover and the beloved. The moment you wake up, all these distinctions will evaporate. And it I good that the desire for you own enlightment I diapppearing. It I really you disappearing; hence, how can you carry on your desire for enlightenment? And it I not my presence—it is simply the presence. I havedisappeared a long, long time ago. And the ame experience I going to happen to you now. What you call my “presence” is really my absence and God’s preence. The moment you alo become absent, God’s presence becomes your presence.
We all livein the ame ocean—jut that a few are asleepand once in a while somebody becomes awake. One who becomes awake know it is one ocean. Those who remain asleepgo on thinking in their dreams, in their leep, of all kinds of separation, of all kind of desires and goals.
Awakening I uch a fire that it burns everything that is false, and only the pure gold remains.
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